Top: Coca Cabana (SM Ladiies) || Leggings and Sandals: Random
Is it just me, or the leggings made me look extra fat? I know you're probably tired of reading/ hearing my complaints on weight but it actually bothers me. Although some people compliment me for being a blooming buntis I'm quite bothered on how huge I look now compared to how I look 7 months ago. It's probably because I tend to compare myself with other first time moms -- some remain thin, some have smaller bumps and some does not gain excessive weight. Funny as it may sound, but my insecurities are far worse than ever. I feel ugly, I feel fat, I feel undesirable. For moms out there, I'm sure you've experienced this. That's why I make sure that I put on make-up every time I go out of the house so I can still feel "normal'.
Anyways, I'm already on my 28th week now and I couldn't contain my excitement! I just had my prenatal check-up this morning and I'm so glad to share that I'm perfectly fine. My sugar is normal, edema is not yet present and I'm just probably gaining weight cause of my sudden change of lifestyle. However, due to my myomectomy and uteroplasty 3 years ago, I'm not allowed to go into labor and have to deliver my baby through Cesarean-section cause my uterus may rupture. I'm a little scared but on the brighter side, I have more time to spend with Baby Leon the moment he comes out!
Gotta go now guys! Til next update.
The Bargain Doll